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Name: Era
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Interests: Dried Roses, Painting, Sketching, Reading, Rain Drops, Love, Psychology, Ice, Photography, Bubbles, Emotions
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Member Since: 4/28/2003

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Sunday, April 01, 2007

I’m living in tranquility, breathing in the pure blue of calm

The ice breaks, and I fall into the water.

The cold stings me to the bones, but just like in my dreams,

I remain still. Waiting for the chaos to overcome me, waiting for the drowning to kick in.

Waiting, Just Waiting.

Will it ever just come?


-


Our hearts are in rhythm together.

Miles apart, but we still flow as one

Childish games will always pull us apart.

Neither willing to admit to missing each other just yet,


 

And I won’t learn from my mistakes

They always take me back to the same road

To the same empty streets and those bright skylines.


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Sunday, July 23, 2006

Give me a little truth with the tide....

“Love is much like a wild rose, beautiful and calm, but willing to draw blood in its defense.” Mark Overby


Meet my future.

-Era


I hope she was worth it.

So you might as well try to speak through the noise

Because there’s not chance in hell of me ever go out there with out. You’ll never get me alone again.

                        I don’t do third chances, and your second was a shame on me. The heart ache has become real, I feel never but true chest splitting pain every hour since you took that chance.

And every night, for those few hours that I manage to get sleep I’ve dreamt of angels with your face. Those angels always shake me awake leaving imagines of my heart in their hands.

                        You know part of me is vicious and cruel, and only wants to take you back so twist you inside out with lies. Hurt you like you hurt me. But I don’t have it in me. My heart, while beaten and bruised, is incapable of allowing my body of sleeping with someone else.

-Era


Friday, June 16, 2006

Currently Listening
Breakaway
By Kelly Clarkson
Hear Me
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She hasn't learned all the tricks just yet.



Together we'll scream to the stars of our destiny.
'Don't you dare try to control our fate.'
Wishes that should of been cast from the front steps.
The backyard is for the children, for the controlled, for those in need of cages. No dream could ever overcome that furious fence.
Blow out the candles baby, catch a firefly on your finger tips and pray for the best.
Four -4- years when we return to this place, before we further rattle the chains wrapped so delicately around out necks, those colors will come to mind.
Only a place like this could give such a gift.
Speak to me stars; is this your funny little jag of a joke? Or a silent prayer for our heart body and mind? -Silly little rabbit; we all beat as one-
To show us such beauty on the horizon of such a hell?
Goodnight my starshine.




It's been a while. Clearly
That picture is mine, I took it and it belongs to me.
Those words, however horrible they may go, are mine.
Have respect and honesty

-Era


Thursday, April 27, 2006

Currently Listening
Home
By Gathering
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Crash and Burn.

Drown me in September rain

I found a new band.
The Gathering.
They are amazing.

I don't know how i use to have the guts to post the crap i use to write. But I certainly don't have those guts anymore. I just need to get a little tipsy, and not put off the urge to post when i get it...
Till then
Here are the lyrics for the song Solace by The Gathering

Toda una vida de lucha y de trabajo sostenida sin nunca aflojar
Toda una vida de lucha y de trabajo sostenida sin nunca flaquear
Un pajaro en su jaula en primavera sabe claramente que hay algo
En lo cual le podria ser util
Se siente fuertemente vinco sin nacer pero el no puede hacerlo
Que es? se dice
El no se recuerda bien y
Luego tiene ideas vagas y se dice...

I wonder how
I hear your voice
I feel you whispering
In my ear
I close my eyes

If ever conceiving a sense of self
Reflecting upon our desire to dwell and feign
Liberate me

If ever believing in higher ground
To seize the water
We'll master before we drown
Liberate me

Desde el punto de que independientemente de lo que se haga por mi
Yo no puedo volver a darle un equilibrio a mi vida
Me siento tranquilo con mi pero simplemente...

Calling on me
I hope I will
remember you

And how you pulled me
into the truth
I still hear you
Whispering
I close my eyes

Toute une vie de lutte et de travail soutenue sans fléchir
Toute une vie de lutte et de travail soutenue sans fléchir
Toute une vie de lutte et de travail soutenue sans fléchir

This deeper understanding
Is your way out.

-Era



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